Yesterday I was thinking about these two guys and how very different they really are, in fact they are polar opposites in every way.
TCD: Extremely polite, impeccable manners, lives in Palm Beach, drives a BMW, owns his office, has a staff to work for him, sweet and kind to everyone, takes me nice places, never touches me other than a hug and a kiss on the cheek, extremely handsome, Syrian but American citizen.
Edward: Rents an apartment, drives one of those square cars, can't take me nice places until January because has cash problems because of the renovations of his rental properties, can make me swoon with a look, a world class kisser, checkered past sort of, would gladly ravish me in a heartbeat, very sexy, Australian but American citizen.
And yet I like them both. I think what I will do is just keep going as I am until something happens and I either have to make a decision of some kind or one of them moves on. TCD I think is just a great friend (without benefits!) that I enjoy being with, at least I think so. Who knows really? He never says but continues to be sweet, text me, call me, take me out.
I think I wanted to write all this down to get my own head straight. I am truly having the time of my life right now but I know this can't continue. Thanks for listening!