Happy Thursday y'all.  Today I shall be in the card room for the third time this week playing canasta and lunch first.  The games have been good this week, I have enjoyed them.  Yesterday I broke about even at maj, it was a great afternoon, I just love those gals.  In fact I just love my life.  I know I do get lonely sometimes at night but that passes and I am learning how to deal with it.

When Sarge first died I turned to the television at night.  It kept me occupied and I had lots of shows that I liked at the time.  It's funny how the brain works, I shut out lots of the pain of losing him by doing that.  Now the opposite is true, I don't want to watch it.  I want to do something.

I will never get over the loss of him but time does heal and the pain fades and I find myself now ready to find some other things to do in the evenings.  My days, as you know, are crammed full of fun and games.  Are you reading between the lines here?  Yes, I think you are.  Wish me luck...