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So while I was dreaming about cruising I got to thinking- you know that Subaru commercial where they donate $250 to charity every time they sell a car?  Well guess who is really paying that $250?  The buyer of course. It's built into the price of the car. Then they get to deduct it on their corporate taxes. Put a little love in your heart. You heartless bastards. 

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So I ended up at Dr. Wacks today. My legs were aching so bad I could hardly walk. He gave me prednisone and told me what it is and I am much better already. He told me to use Sarge's walker until I am completely better because if I were to fall I'd be in a pickle so I am but I'm going to be fine soon. I love that man.

Hope y'all are great!

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The pool has been fabulous!  I hope this 80 degree weather never leaves!

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I think all my appointments are scheduled and it will be the middle of January before I have all the facts so I'm the meantime I'm going to try to concentrate on other things. I am doing good on a ketogenic diet. D#1 says sugar feeds cancer and carbs are sugar or turn into sugar so I'm doing my best with this. 

Tomorrow I am having Christmas Eve lunch with the duck and then Christmas Day I'm having dinner at the Fern House. Kyle will be there too. 

Hope your holiday is totally tits but if it's now, don't fret. Most aren't. We are all human and perfection is not realistic. 

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Well the appointment with radiology was promising. Of course I still have to have the surgeon sign on but he thinks I can have another lumpectomy and a new radiation that is only one treatment done during surgery. I won't know more until the middle of January but it made me feel much better!

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So today was a day off from the medical field. I exercised in the pool and did laundry. I am on a very low carb diet as sugar (carbs) feed cancer and I don't want to feed mine. So far I am managing it pretty well. It's a very restrictive diet but doable. 

Stick with me. We'll get through it!

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So this is me jumping for joy. Not. 

I have to see the radiologist in the next few days to see if I can have another lumpectomy and radiation again and if not I will need more invasive surgery. I guess you can figure out what that means. I have a few more hours of D#1 before she leaves but I promised I'd let you know what I found out. 

Thanks. 

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Ahhh. Kyle's foot massages are SO great. So- the medical issue. I do have breast cancer again and will let you know what treatment I will have after my oncologist decides on Monday. It will be fine. I beat cancer twice before and I will again. I will also blog about it because you never know if it might help someone and I'm not ashamed that I have this issue. Not at all. I've always been very open here and will continue to be. Don't be afraid to talk about it with me or anyone and we will take this path together. 

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So the radio is finally finished. I had a great time but I'm SO glad it's over. I have a medical issue I have to get past (and I will) and then I'll work on getting my life back. And my blog going again!  Thanks for sticking with me. 

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The Fern House Christmas party was a great success. Amazing actually. 

Yes Friday is my last day on the radio show. We are announcing it tomorrow on the air. It wasn't public knowledge before. I think Joe is going to leave too. We both have an opportunity to move to iHeart Radio but I am leaning toward not going. I don't want a career at my age. I want my life back. Never say never but I doubt it. 

Have a great day!

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Mini Bee made me do it...

I'm totally getting coal in my stocking this year.  I've been getting so many wrong numbers on my cell phone I started fighting back. In my own way...

The latest:  

Female voice:  "Scott?" (Really? I sound like Scott?)

Me:  no he stepped out. We were out of condoms again. 

Click. 

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Hair day was a success in my opinion. Sorry no makeup other than lipstick. Have a date coming up in about ten days. I'll let you know how it goes of course. In the meantime have some fun and try not to stress over the holidays. 

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Well the weekend is winding down. I have two more weeks to get up early. 

You asked what happened to Steve. He started showing his douch-baggery-ness. Bye bye. 

Hope your new week is totally tits. Mine too. 

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Lunch with Kyle today was fun and I got to see the duck too. I have two more weeks on the radio. I gave three weeks notice a week ago. I simply cannot keep it up. It's lots of fun and if I were younger and had more energy I'd stay but it's just not possible. 

It's tough to have to admit that I'm getting old and slowing down!  Buggers. 

Have a great weekend!

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